When I Died on Lesbos and go for a Swim

Meine Lieblingsfarbe ist Blueberry-Rot und ich bin seit mehr als 7 Jahren unsterblich in meine Frau Julia verliebt.
Mit 14 Jahren wurde ich blind. Vielleicht auch schon früher, ist schwierig zu sagen.
Ich meine nicht physisch blind, sondern eher die seelische Blindheit. Jeden Tag bin ich aufgestanden und habe versucht mein Leben zu leben. Habe mein bestes gegeben, immer mir der Hoffnung am Ende so etwas wie Glück zu finden. Aber irgendwie hat das so gar nicht funktioniert.
Vor 4 Jahren habe ich dann eine Reise begonnen, eine Reise die mich zu mir bringen sollte, zum meinem wahren Selbst.
Was ich auf dieser Reise erlebt habe oder immer noch erlebe, die Abenteuer, die Verzweiflung, die Sehnsüchte und die Freude möchte ich gerne mit euch teilen. Ich möchte euch einladen, mich ein Stück dieser Reise zu begleiten und uns selbst zu erforschen, um am Ende nicht das Glück zu finden, sondern die Wahrheit!

If no one hates you, no one is paying attention. If attention is what you want for vanity, confidence, or, hell — to make a decent living — then know that it’s not instantaneous. Every single person that you’re currently paying attention to, at some point in their lives.

You need to be true to yourself
someone

Once I gave the headphones a thorough once-over exam, I tried them on. As I mentioned, they have a classic over-the-ear style and just looking at them, the padding on the ear pieces seem adequate and the peak of the headband seemed to be a bit lacking, but you don’t really know comfort unless you try on the product. So, I slipped the headphones on and found them to be exquisitely comfortable. Once I gave the headphones a thorough once-over exam, I tried them on. As I mentioned, they have a classic over-the-ear style and just looking at them, the padding on the ear pieces seem adequate and the peak of the headband seemed to be a bit lacking, but you don’t really know comfort unless you try on the product. So, I slipped the headphones on and found them to be exquisitely comfortable.

If no one hates you, no one is paying attention. If attention is what you want for vanity, confidence, or, hell — to make a decent living — then know that it’s not instantaneous. Every single person that you’re currently paying attention to, at some point in their lives, was in your exact position. They kept at it and worked enough so that others started listening. Also know that if no one is watching, you can experience true freedom. Dance in your underwear. Write entirely for yourself. Like there’s a going-out-of-business sale. Find yourself — not in some coming-of-age hippie way involving pasta and ashrams— but in a way that helps you draw your own line in the sand for what matters and what doesn’t. Do what you want to do, just because you want to do that thing. This will build confidence that will come in handy later.

If no one hates you, no one is paying attention. If attention is what you want for vanity, confidence, or, hell — to make a decent living — then know that it’s not instantaneous. Every single person that you’re currently paying attention to, at some point in their lives, was in your exact position. They kept at it and worked enough so that others started listening. Also know that if no one is watching, you can experience true freedom. Dance in your underwear. Write entirely for yourself. Like there’s a going-out-of-business sale. Find yourself — not in some coming-of-age hippie way involving pasta and ashrams— but in a way that helps you draw your own line in the sand for what matters and what doesn’t. Do what you want to do, just because you want to do that thing. This will build confidence that will come in handy later.